UGH

I was laying in bed about the fall asleep when I just couldn’t take it anymore. I am effing stuck. I don’t give a damn about anything anymore. I feel as though I am simply floating through life and not experiencing a single thing. I have not felt joy, sorrow, anger, disappointment, or any other emotion. I am playing the part of a normal, breathing, loving individual. But she is gone. The woman I was a month ago has disappeared into thin air. I am an empty shell of my former self.

I know that I absolutely adore my boyfriend, but I don’t feel it. I can’t tell if I am still happy or searching for something better. I don’t know if I am content with my lover or entirely bored.

I don’t know if I even want to write, or go to college, or read anymore.

I have lost all interest in television shows, books, and being social.

I. Am. S T U C K.

This is unpracticed and poorly written but I seriously just could not hold it in anymore.